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Headache, feeling sick to my stomach. Desperately, desperately do not want to go to work tomorrow. I am fucking petrified.
I placed my first two calls today, you see. So now my training's done! They'll sit me in the training room until they've set up my desk and then I'll be on the floor making calls all day. I don't even entirely know what I'm doing.
But of course it'll all fall into place! I should just worry about quality, not quantity! The errors won't count against me for the first month at least! What! I'm totally not so sick I could throw up! Or shaking! Or wanting to cry! Why on earth should I do any of that! Oh god
Why couldn't it have been data entry? I could handle data entry! This whole dealing with other people thing is exactly the thing I suck at.
I decided not to bother with sleep tonight. I've got things to clean up and things to buy and worries to worry about. Including but not limited to: money, sleep, doctor's appointment, mother, mother's relationship with her fiance, mother's fiance, kittens.
I'm not even in the mood to listen to music. I always have some form of music playing. How fucked up is THIS?
1. YOUR FULL NAME
2. YOUR FAVOURITE FONT
3. YOUR SIGNATURE
4. The quick brown fox etc.
5. What it looks like on a bad day!
6. What it looks like when you are particularly trying to be neat!
7. The flourishes you add on birthday and Christmas cards!
over here also huge jesus my scanner sucks
I placed my first two calls today, you see. So now my training's done! They'll sit me in the training room until they've set up my desk and then I'll be on the floor making calls all day. I don't even entirely know what I'm doing.
But of course it'll all fall into place! I should just worry about quality, not quantity! The errors won't count against me for the first month at least! What! I'm totally not so sick I could throw up! Or shaking! Or wanting to cry! Why on earth should I do any of that! Oh god
Why couldn't it have been data entry? I could handle data entry! This whole dealing with other people thing is exactly the thing I suck at.
I decided not to bother with sleep tonight. I've got things to clean up and things to buy and worries to worry about. Including but not limited to: money, sleep, doctor's appointment, mother, mother's relationship with her fiance, mother's fiance, kittens.
I'm not even in the mood to listen to music. I always have some form of music playing. How fucked up is THIS?
1. YOUR FULL NAME
2. YOUR FAVOURITE FONT
3. YOUR SIGNATURE
4. The quick brown fox etc.
5. What it looks like on a bad day!
6. What it looks like when you are particularly trying to be neat!
7. The flourishes you add on birthday and Christmas cards!
over here also huge jesus my scanner sucks
